This study aims to explain the meaning of a woman growth on the base of two desires that prescribes the heroine's growth in En, Hue-kyeong's , which a desire for being approved by grandmother, the subject of mother love and the other desire taboo for a blood relative mother. And this study aims to search what meaning the confirmation and repetition of women's fortune has on a woman's growth in the world of capitalism. This work shows the progress that the desire for mother love and a blood relative(mother) love organizes the heroine's growth(and a woman's growth). In the situation that bloody relative mother and father were deficient, the heroine was raised by her grandmother, an ideal and devoted mother in capitalism patriarchy. She confirms the violence of patriarchy and the solidarity for women's fortune through seceding both from her grandmother, the subject of mother love and her bloody relative father. And her growth was completed with the sympathy on women's body fortune like menstruation and pregnancy.